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What defines us is how we rise after falling.

             Hello all my lovely readers! First off let me start by thanking all of you! When I started this blog I didn't expect anyone to read. At first my readers were slow coming but since posting my blog on my Facebook and Twitter I have gone from 5 views to 129!!!! AH-MAY-ZING! As promised, after 75 views I was going to attempt to write a poem. Well my dears we are at 129! This means that you are getting the poem you want, but I do need suggestions, advice, etc. etc. on what you want a poem about. If it weren't for my readers there wouldn't be one at all. You can send your suggestions via Facebook (wall post, message, tag, whatever) Twitter, or comment on here. if you wish to remain anonymous you are more then welcome to do so. I am open to any and all suggestions so suggest away!!!   Enough of all that jazz. Today was an all and all epic day...then I got home. Mondays are always swamped at work and having it be the last day of the month on top of being a Monday, BO

Welcome to a world where being you is never enough.

So as a continuation from my last blog obviously my mom didn't wake up. There are days I wish she had because life would be so much easier if she were here then there are days I wish she hadn't because I wouldn't be who I am had I lost her. Ok well here goes what happened next.     I couldn't tell you how long I stayed at the hospital that night, making phone calls to loved ones explaining the news but mostly hoping and praying the doctor would come running out saying she was awake. Yea, that didn't happen either. It was about 4:30 - 5 in the morning when I realized that I hadn't called my mom's best friend. Gloria would just be waking up and getting ready for her work day. I called and started bawling at the sound of her voice. I had called her from my mom's phone and told her that mom had passed away. "Lynne died?" I had forgotten that I had called from mom's cell and not mine. "No, this is Lynzee and mom died last night!!" th

Grief changes shape, but never ends.

Even though this is sure to be a sad blog, I wanted to start off by saying woohooo!!! I'm up to 55 views!!! Its not much but that's a big deal. I kinda feel bad now for not posting near as much as I should. Well times are getting tough so I'm going to need my blog or as I like to call it venting post a lot more now lol. Some of you that know me personally and are reading this might be expecting a poem but I'm sorry to have to let you down. I have had writers block for a few years now and trust and believe that it is driving me insane. I wish I could compose a poem and I'm sure if I really tried I could but who has time. I vow to make time in the future. Perhaps if I get 75 views. Even though it took me a minute to decide whether or not to do so I have added my blog to my Facebook page (eek!) so perhaps we will get there soon.       OK so lets get this started!! So not a lot is going on in life lately...work is going great, home life is well....home life I suppo