Lyn-Z's Ashes

Never again will I experience, A love like I shared with you. I wish I would have told you sooner, I just thought you always knew. Looking back now I see, All the things I didn't do right. I wish it didn't take losing you, To finally see the light. The love we had was real; Something ill never forget. No matter how bad it hurts, It's something I'll never regret. If only I had a time machine, I'd simply go back in time. Change things that happened, So I could forever make you mine. I've tried so hard to move on, Let you be happy in life. But I just can't let you go, No matter how hard I try. I love you to this day, Just like I did back then. I promise you ill move on, I just can't promise you when. I can't help but look in your eyes, And love you more and more. You played a big part in my life, And will always be someone I adore. I'll never be able to thank you enough, For the way you made me feel. You gave me a lov

Ok so I started writing this on my mom's birthday but couldn't bring myself to finish it so finally here it is!!! Happy Birthday Mommy Today is your 43rd birthday. I thought it'd be easier by now. But I think of your pretty face, And in my tears I drown. I'm trying to fight through the pain, The heartache and the fears. Remembering the good times you had, In your brief 36 years. Every time I'd ask "Mom, what do I get you this year?" "Write me a poem." You'd say, And you always held it dear. I always think of what it'd be like If you were with us today. But rather then a celebration, This day only brings dismay. You meant the world to me. I never told you enough. I miss you more then anything. Even more when times get tough. There are so many things I want to say. So many things I wanted you to know. I simply wish I would have told you Before it was your time to go. I'm trying to smile, I'm trying to