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Forever Changed

First off I'm sorry i didn't post when I said I was going to. It got late and I got tired and fell asleep.I am not homeless just have been super busy. Things have changed just so much to fit in one blog and I think that at this point I'm just going to keep things to my self. I have no idea whats going on in my life right now to be quit frank and until I can figure it out for myself I simply cant share. There is a lot of loss and a lot of anxiety and a lot of stress going on and I'm not sure how to handle it or what to do to make it all better and no matter what I try or offer nothing is good enough. I need to know something but get told nothing and it always turns into a fight so I'm just going to look out for myself since i can't count on anyone else.       In other news, as most of you know mothers day and May 19th are a terrible time for me. Shockingly mothers day was a ton harder then the 19th. I worked both days and my mind was mostly busy. God taught me